Sunday, April 18, 2010

GIDEON

Lord, I don't quite know how this is to work. I just know that I want to put this in your hands. I truly want to trust that You will take this whole issue from me and show me clearly what you want me to do. I'm not asking you to do one thing or another today - just to show me what you want me to do. You know the desires of my heart, you know how desperately I want what I want, but I only know what I want. I don't know your timing and plans, I don't know your plans for others! But on this one specific issue, today....I give it all to you. I give it all to you. I don't know all the ins and outs of signs and wonders, and I don't know that you want me to. I do know that I have to love and trust you and that you will show me the direction you want me to go in this.

I love you and want you to be the owner and leader of my life. I want to learn to feel your love and feel your joy. Please guide Gary and David in their work with me - make them instruments of your healing and teaching.

Please continue to warm my relationship with my boys and gentle my relationship with my babies.....I love them all so. Thank you for giving them to me.

Thank you for loving me - I do love you.

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